My name is Sunshine Sin, but for now I’m just Sin. I’ve been waiting for you to come and read my story for quiet some time now. See I have a gift, to were i think of a dream and it just happens in reality. I love to think of lot’s of different games. I would say my favorite game is Hopscotch. Oh how I love Hopscotch. Every day that goes by I wait till i am allowed to jump on number 10. Day 10 is when I get to visit someone and we play a nice game of Hide-and Seek, my second favorite game. But sadly the other player can never be found. Oh how i can’t wait till your day comes, we can play a nice game together. I might say I’m not really what you think I am. I go to high school in a place called Carthage in New York. It’s Boring really and I’m a Sophomore. I have lovely red locks and a beautiful face. I consider my self quiet distant from these people I go to school with. I have a set of friends that are like me but not all there. They don’t enjoy playing games with me at all. They think it’s childish, I told them it’s not childish, just an easy way of disposing particular people. Poor friends, they made the news you know, with my help and all. Sometimes I like to go though the woods and watch people from my school go out on the weekends to camp. It’s fascinating to know that my school has so many whores and ass holes. It also fascinates me when they try to run. A girls gotta eat some meat you know haha. Oh gosh i almost forgot to tell you a yummy secret, I’m in love!! How spectacular is that? Amazing yes, he’s in my grade and just moved here in November. I tried talking to him once, but a slut got in my way, for just a days work took care of her though. Oh, good news though we have a spare class together in the library. The 10th day we had class together he sat next to me and we had a good conversation. I was so happy at the end of the day it got better, he asked me to come over for dinner! Oh happy joy I had, I drove home to get ready. Then I though to my self, i should bring a dessert with me so I won’t be rude. As I got home I went straight for the kitchen and started to make a yummy cake, my secret ingredient is Cerebral Cortex, that’s they larges part of the human brain. When the time came to leave I grab the cake and drove to his house. I was a little nervous at first to be honest but it passed. I rang the door bell and to my surprise he answered the door. Oh how he took my breath way I nearly fell. Thankfully I din’t, he invited me in and I meet his family, such lovely people they were. I told his mother I made a cake and she said thank goodness cause she didn’t have one. We talked and laughed and had such a good time, then it came time for cake! I’ll have you know they loved every bit of it. I enjoyed it myself! After dessert he asked me to walk with him. How could I say no? So there we were, walking and talking, the moon at it’s best for such a cozy night. We came to a bench and we sat down, he looked at my with his handsome eye’s and I felt my stomach flip.
“Can I kiss you?” he asked.
“I haven’t stopped you yet, have I?” I replied
At that he smiled and kissed me ever so passionately I melted. After 2 minutes we broke apart and I sighed deeply. We walked back to his house hand in hand and he kissed my good-bye. We started to date for 6 months and I still had dent told him how I loved to play games. I just didn’t know how and this made my think, if I told him would he still love me? This made me angry and I went out to the woods more. Soon I had to fined a new place to play for I was losing other players for my games. Soon I found it hard to talk with him. He worried about me to much thinking that since all the kids in school was getting killed by some crazy Sin person that soon I would get killed to. I merely told him not to worry, and he lost it. We didn’t have such a good connection anymore, and I blame my self. If I wasn’t who I am today thing would be so much better. But how can I give up a part of me that loves games? The joy of peeling of red stained skin off a living body, to hear the scrams of fear and pain echo though the trees, to smell the rusty liquid pouring out of the body’s around me. Oh the joy of fresh meat to feed off of in the light of the moon, to gnaw on the still beating heart of your enemy is priceless. I would not give that up. So simply one night I told him we needed to talk. He was happy to hear that.
“Hi, I happy to see you, I missed you”
“OK here it is, I just gonna come out to you truthfully.”
“Ok I’m here for you my love.”
I take a deep breath.
“I kill people and eat them alive at night. I pick them, give them 10 days then I follow them into the woods at night and yeah. I’m the one killing everyone.”
“OK ok you got me haha very funny. Is that all you wanted to talk about? I am on the verge of breaking down because you don’t want to talk to me any more. I feel like you have shut me out of your life. What’s really going on? Please tell me!”
” I JUST TOLD YOU EVERYTHING!! I…I shut you out because of what I am.”
For an hour I tell him everything and he doesn’t run away. I get done and take a deep breath knowing I just lifted a huge weight of my chest. I look at him and see his eye’s are lite up with fear. For once I though I could trust this guy. For once I though I had someone in my life care about me and love me for who I am and what I do. I turn away from him and walk away, knowing in his mind I am a monster. Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder and I turn around to see his face smiling at me. He wipes away my tears and hug’s me tightly. I was confused yet excited knowing that he doesn’t care. Till this day we have been together. He is in a mental hospital right now visiting dreams of madness. And well me, I’m here with you. Just don’t turn around, unless you want to play a nice game of Hide-and Seek with me? You look nice, easy to bite into and beautiful skin to peel off slowly. How’s you heart? I hope in good shape for some cake. Or maybe I should just rip it out now and eat it in front of you? Ha just kidding. But for your sake, turn around and look at me, so we can play a game on your 10th day.
Love Your Beating Heart, It Was Good!
Credit To – Kaitlynn Meyer